waiting

I hate having to count time in between my periods, and hoping every month that I'm pregnant.

My husband is working on getting another job, so hopefully that can lead to us buying a larger house. Then, we can start filling out home studies and work on the adoption process.

I am just tired of waiting and nothing happening, but it's just seems like all these "things" have to be in order before we can proceed with the next step.

So, things are on hold, just plugging along until the new job for my husband shows up. Then, if we aren't pregnant by then, I'm am sure we'll begin all the applications full force.

Still haven't decided what method of adoption: I'm enjoying reading others' blogs to see what their experiences have been like. I know none of them are easy, and I don't really know what I'm getting into until we're in the middle of it.