Convicted about my weight

Yesterday I weighed myself. 260 pounds on my home scale. I am only 5'4" tall.

I drank generic slim fast all day. For supper, my husband and I went to the salad bar at Hyvee.

I had 4 sugar free "oreos"

I bought a bunch of slim fast optima today; it's got a touch less sugar. I felt kind of woozy today
cause I think I'm getting a cold. It felt good today not worrying about food, not wondering what I would buy out of the vending machine. I just drank 3 mocha shakes today, tried to keep up on my water, ate tons of fruit and vegetables, some cheesecake bake, mixed salads and pudding.

I imagine I need to eat around 1500 calories per day to lose weight.

Yesterday for lunch I had a cherry pie and a candybar thing from the vending machine. I cleaned out my car today and realized it was full of fast food wrappers and containers.

NO MORE FAST FOOD.

I don't want to starve myself, but I really can't eat very much. I need to fight against myself and against what other people might say about what I'm doing. I need to fight against what my sinful nature wants and what is honoring to God.